Someone to Write About
When you feel a certain way about someone and I mean a certain way as in they take over your heart and they’re really the only one you see anymore, yeah. It’s scary. It’s vulnerable. When you can see yourself giving your whole heart to them, it’s scary. Definitely. Is what you’ve been dreaming in your mind going to match reality? This person has the ability to really hurt you, but also to really help you.
I’ve been struggling with love lately. But they help me see in a way. Being around them makes me a better person, therefore, a better lover. They do not know all the things I wish to tell him and they have no idea how much they are wanted. I am so scared they will just be someone I’ll have to write about. That it won’t continue. That they’ll find someone better suited for them.
Just because they think you’re perfect doesn’t mean you’re perfect for them. And they may see that. Or they may be different than you and just don’t express it the same way.
I cannot wait to hear their voice and feel their hug! It has been a while. The thought of them consumes me; it basically takes me away from the others. They have my full attention.
I want this to be reciprocated so bad. When you have true and real feelings, it really is scary.
I want them to be infatuated with me just as much as I am them. We will see.
Like I’ve seen several times on my timeline, etc, everything happens for a reason. I can’t wait to find out what that reason is and if this person is my figure. Because I sure as hell want them to be. And it’ll hurt like hell if it ever ends, let me tell you.
I got an alert on my motivation widget today; it said something like, “be positive and positive things will happen.” Guess I can try that. But anxiety can get in the way. A lot.
The amount of adoration I have for this person is unreal. I want to give them my heart and give them my love because they deserve it. They deserve the world. This person has been through way too much hurt, I imagine.
They’ve got my heart if they want it. The key is: do they want it?
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